Guilt Ridden
I keep looking at P2 and realising how lucky I truly am. She’s perfect in every way, she’s healthy, she’s growing, she’s developing and she’s feeding. I frequently feel guilty about the luck that has...
View ArticleRound Like A Circle
I’m feeling angry at myself. The anger gets stronger each day. I hate who I am. Who I’ve become. Where I’m heading. Why do I have no motivation? I have three things I need to do: 1) Express milk. 2)...
View ArticleFeeling Calmer
I cannot believe how grown up P1 is. She’s always been very mature for her age but recently she’s been outstanding especially with her little sister! In the past few days she’s been so helpful....
View Article“I look healthier and more awake than I did a year ago”
Somebody told me today that I look healthier and more awake than I did a year ago after posting this photo on my Instagram this morning. Little did that person know that I’m hiding a badger stripe...
View ArticleLosing Motivation & Visiting The Ducks
I’ve been really struggling this winter to find the motivation for adventures. Our year last year was so busy and full of fun exciting things that when the cold hit, I wanted to hibernate through it...
View ArticleBattling Winter Blues: Fun Ways to Keep Kids Busy on Cold Winter Days
Winter time is long, dark, and cold, and keeping the kids busy when they can’t be banished to the backyard for some fresh air and play time is essential for maintaining your sanity. Thankfully, there...
View ArticleSpecial Needs Diary #13 – A Long Needed Update On Our Autism Journey
It’s been nearly a whole year since I last updated or spoke properly about P1’s special needs. It has been such an exhausting year but I think that we are heading in the right direction finally. I...
View ArticleMy Sunday Photo 2018 – Extreme Tiredness
I’ve already failed miserably at this so won’t promise I’ll be joining in every Sunday, but I’ll do my best! This Sunday’s photo is from Wednesday. The previous evening P2 was exhausted. I put it down...
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